Trust is something that is earned. You have to work together in ordor to gain and sustanin that trust. When one betrays you it seems unbearable. You feel like your dieing inside. you feel alone and sad.. you want to just hide in your own hole and never come out. I have had this experience more than once..I ask myself now why put yourself throu all that .. why continue to trust so deeply.. why trust that people dnt mean to hurt you its just on accident.. honestly i dnt know why i contiue to trust that people are good.. i just dnt know. ido know that right now i am alone and i just wanted to get all my feelings out.. i cnt tell anyone i know how i feel because if i do i will cause them unneccisary worry.. they dnt have to worry about me when they should be worrying about more important things.. im sorry for just dumping my feelings like this. but iguess this is what a blog is for so lol. idk.. if anyone reads this can you tell me why do you trust people.. why if your betrayed by someone you gave everything to.. what would you do .. i dnt konw what to do anymoore. so ya .thanks and peace to everyone..