RENT!

ok.. so heres the deal i just graduated a couple of days ago and im in a funk persay.. so i watched one of the best movies ever created its called rent. its so moveing.. thats all i can describe it as. well the reason im telling you this is becuase iv been in this funk. i didnt know what to do with myself i still dnt know. but after i watched that movie i relised thats there no day but today. i relised that im always planning and planning to do things and i never get to do them.. i want to live now instead of later.i have no clue what my life is going to bring. i do not know why im here i do not know why i existe or what i should do with my life. all i know is that there is no day but today. im not saying im gunna leave my future to itself i do have a plan in motion i am going to collage for nursing lol.. but i also konw that i want to stop waiting for tommrows. THERES ONLY NOW THERES ONLY HERE. no day but today. no day but today. no day but today. no day but today. if you ahve ever watched this movie you will understand what i mean. if i could live like angle lived her life i would live it with all the love fun and life there is to live. thanks for listening. lol. i jsut wanted to let it out i guess. lol.