So this is probly the most asked questioon that human kind asks but i just need to ask it. you see i have this friend who knows exactly what kinda of path she wants to follow.
I love the stars have i said this. well i do..i find them so beautful and fasinateing. i mean when im sad i feel like the earth is comfertinng me when i talk to the stars i feel less alone. what path am i supposed to follow..is there one for me. or ... am i just here to fill space.. do i have a purpose..or what?.. how do i find my other half. how do i find those close friends i have always wanted. how do i reach for the stars like a have always wanted to. are my dreams relized.. will they be relized.. do i have to wait my whole life to find out. you know what my worst fear is.. its of being alone..thats the thing im scard of the most .. im afrid im going to be left in the dark alone and scard not being abble to see anything..oh stars.. oh stars do you hear me can you see me.. were am i .. i do not know anymore .. im walking blindly in the dark not knowing were to go.. im not like everyone i know. everyone knows who they want to be with and what they are going to do .. but me im still standing excatly were i was.. i never moved foward. never changed..
sorry if this is really deppressing i just needed to get some feelings out.. even if this dsnt make seens. i still feel a little better. kinda.. lol..
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